Friday, Oct 2, 2009

Dear Diary, I called my baby and she answered the phone. But she didn't wanna talk. So all we did was, I asked yes or no questions and she would click her tongue twice for no and once for yes.

I think she's going to Nepal on the 8th of october for three weeks. The phone got disconnected and when I called her back she didnt' answer the phone.

I am glad she atleast answered the phone once and just clicked her tongue. That's a whole lot more than no answer at all.

Guys called me today to go out with them but I declined just like last week. They were saying I should just step out and have fun if I want to move on. I shouldn't lock myself in the house like this. I guess they make sense and I am really appreciative of what they're trying to do for me. But right now I am just not ready to go out yet.

Doing masters take two years and doing law takes three years. So I have been wondering what to do. Should I join law school? I have been checking out some law schools. I'm just not sure what to do. Law schools are very expensive and hard to get into. But then the masters program I want to get into is very competitive too.

I think I love singing. Singing kind of heals me. It keeps my mind sort of away from my thoughts. I wish I could sing well. oh well....My baby kind of liked it when I sang "with you" by chris brown. She never said it to me but I remember when we were walking on the street one day and I was singing this song. She told me that I am a good singer. Thank thank you :-) I miss those days.

I hope they come back.